Earlier this week I had a profound encounter with a professor.
She recommended that I “approach my work being a little bit more comfortable with uncertainty.” I turned to her and said, “Dr. Rogers, ummmm I work really hard to do that in my “real life”, so you want me to do this in my scholarly life too?”
#Blackgirlsgotthatmuchwinpoppinoff?
We were going over my a paper idea and she encouraged me to be more open to exploring the unknown, and letting go or suspending the answers that I felt I already had to my questions.
Which brings me to Slow Dynamite. This cat has me intrigued and is forcing me to stretch. He’s attentive, straight forward, light weight outtapocket, but for the most part, he don’t mean no harm. Actually, means a lot of good,with real. clear. boundaries. Full stop. (Apparently, so do I and so we bump heads. Two stubborn negros.) And states it explicitly. Word?
Its bugged to find a crush then mess around and be someone else’s. I ain’t see that coming. Which brings me back to my
professors comment regarding my being comfortable with uncertainty.
It makes sense, because it totally goes to “I can’t control outcomes.”
You know what it was ya’ll? The negro noticed by blush. Yes, the put it on lay-a-way, NARS bougie ‘ish that highlights the cheek bones and the nose. As Josephine-3:30-Baker “I don’t know Neen’s, a jawn that notices and comments on your blush, deserves at least a second look, a chance.”
Me. “We want two different things.”
Josephine. “Ummmm, yeah, but you could see, I mean, people don’t notice blush girl.”
Eh?
This combined with work, midterms, figuring out summer plans and getting some really good news (praise God) on two fronts last week,
means my hands are full (on the top, peace to Filthy.)
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I am not going to say that its perfect, but then again what is?
Life is good. I am open to that new, the uncertainty.
If you would have told me that claiming my crush would have brought out another, I would have looked at you like you crazy.
And. Now.
I am learning another way of Being.
It feels good.
To stretch.
Oh, and then there’s this one. Senor Food Sabroso aka Bacon Grits.? Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Food.
#blackgirlsarefromthefuturesothatgottobenimble
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This one is for Moya + T.dot + S.bot for Loving + Supporting me.
You push yourself to do something new lately?
Why is it so hard?
How do you deal with the uncertainty in life?