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Lawyers that blog. Who knew?

I had crazy epiphanies this weekend. I almost caused a small riot at Ripple. This cat, was loud and boisterous and waited clean until my s.o. got up and went to the bathroom for him to tap me and say, “Hey girl, I like the way you wearn’ that hat”.
Mind you:
a. I am at a b-day party of my s.o.’s friend, so I don’t WANNA get it crackin’.
b. I am gritting my teeth and moving my head from side to side in an effort to disengage this cat.
c. Ignoring him made it worse. His boy is trying to calm him down. The s.o. comes back. Dude is still loud though.
d.Cat then calls me a *itch and tell’s me I need to go to midtown with all that cause THIS [my dear watson] is this hood.
e. Situation is diffused eventually and I am teased for having Started Trouble.

The conclusion pt I.
a. I am going to have a leaned back weekend. For real. Next weekend. Leaned back. You can tell I am trying to convince myself. Wink. Wink.
b. If I feel it in my gut that a *igga sittin’ next to me is lifted and gonna flash…I will move. Not trying to go to jail. At least not for a reason like that.

The conclusion pt II.
a. The violence in Oakland, as wanton as it is, kinda made sense to me. This past two years we had murders in the triple digits, and they mainly occurred in about 4 neighborhoods on 6 blocks. I am exaggerating, but not that much.
Thinking about this use to depress me, but I am seeing now that some people just need to be hushed. The Town’, like Texas, operates with a very Wild Wild West, street justice philosophy. With the way that cat was talkin’…I see WHY people get popped. Really. Yack, Yack, Yack. No respect. Can’t appreciate nothing nice. Maybe no one hugged him enough when he was a little boy.

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Fader Magazine is dope this month.

There is a story on Hip Hop??s Untold stories??.some vintage NY flicks of Biggie, LL Latifah and Jay-Z. It reminded me that everything that we see in HH evolved from another place. Remeber how Trace Mag useta be good.? Thats how decent this issue of Fader is.

Fader also represented the Bay quite lovely. There is an article on Baby Jaymes, Oakland??s own funkadelic, entrepreneurial, singing sensation. There is also an article and Rukus magazine which tauts itself a a magazine about Bay Area Rap Culture. It is good to see that there a people within the Bay writing about bay artist. Like Pfife said ??I Never Let a Statue tell me how nice I am.?? Sitting around waiting for external validation will have you DEPRESSED every time. Please believe it.

On L School

Speaking of depression. L-School is real. And I feel like I am getting the hang of it. After I had some major realizations last week about:

1. The importance of building relationships w/ professors in order to have them write reccomendations that I need for summer jobs.
2. How my colleagues are shameless about only interacting w/ me if they feel that I have something to offer them.
3. Why are very few Model Minorities in the profession to begin with. There is little if no support system and you are required to be focused, on, in the zone, at ALL TIMES.
4. The fact that I need to stop sitting on my mentor request letters and mail them out. Everyone is afraid of rejection, granted. But I also need to politic with the entertainment attorney that I know from NYU. ****That is a mental note.

On Loving the Love

Thank god for making Sagittarius??s. I have met one and I am good to go. Please believe it!

Step the Food Game UP

Someone needs to come up with a service at Craigs List where they will go to the Farmers Market (for veggies), Whole Foods (for berries for smoothies and natural sodas) and Chinatown (for Catfish, Tilipia and Salmon) ??cuz I did all that *hit this morning and it was real. In the rain Fam. The good news is that I have some ingredients for these evenings Asian Salmon salad jump-off (Go Martha), but navigating all those people, with all those bags is tiring. From now on, when my friends say lets get something to eat, Imma say, *igga lets get some groceries so we can cook. Word.

New Music.

I can??t wait to listen to this, this and this. Can you believe that they came out with another album?

Danger Doom Tuesday.

I know that everyone else except for me, (thanks Jase!), has had it since the summer. But honestly, I think I need the album now more than ever. So there!

I am going out to Black Moon a little Fiona and lately I have been feeling Mos??s Umi says….Shine your light on the world….shine your light for the world to see….

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Big Up to my famy Tony Botas for holding me down last night.
I woke up with THE BLUES yesterday and needed some cheering up.

I finally dawned on me by leaving my ex, not only was I leaving the *hit I do
not like about him, but I also lost my best friend.

The good news is that I cooked this weekend. For the first time in almost 2 months. Roasted Organic chicken and baked ziti.
I cooked too much. Gotta learn how to scale, down, lean back and cook for one.

• The Times article about (White) women at Ivy League schools who want to be momma’s has me *ucked up.

• The gist of the article is that the women at Yale are hyper educated, but are going to leave there professional careers to be mommas.

• First of all, childcare is an issue for everyone, from the poor to the affluent.

• Secondly, systematic problems deserve systematic solutions. I got that from Martha Burks book, Cult of Power.
  

• Why didn’t the article talk about Europe and how they handle childcare?

• Why wasn’t the article more imaginative about what kind of future this country would have if there was institutional child care for everyone!
• For that matter, it could have discussed the PRIVALGE of being able to graduate from YALE and be a full time momma. Cuz guess what, your baby daddy is workin 120 hrs/week to hold down the fam.
  

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Number of times Black Label has jumped off: 4

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