Side Eye Wins

I have an “expressive” face, so humans get the side eye
on the reg.

I got back from Bk? Thursday and was having a bite to eat with Slow Dynamite. As I was getting up to leave this Negro, asked me twice,
“How was Brooklyn?” I kept it even. “Bk was awesome, hung
with people that loved me, fed me. The business.”

“Lets check in.”

I’m like we been sitting here all this time, now you want to talk about it when I am getting ready to leave. Hmmp.

#sideeyenegro

He asked one more time, and I was like “Blood, you got something
to ask, do it directly, feel me?” Negro trying to check in and see
what happened while I was gone. I’m like, direct questions get direct answers. But I hemmed and hawed with the answer because I wasn’t sure what his intentions were. Feel me?

I’m like, okay, you neutral, now you nosey, what part of the game is
that? Ummm hmm negro.

On one level I understand, on another level, its like dude, really?

I understand that all this ‘ish is a process, but the hot and cold
ain’t cute. Plus you know how just be “running” into somebody. I realized yesterday that negros RUN into each other, but we ain’t made no plans in a hot minute. Granted I been busy but shit, Negros get E’s for effort. Feel me? Umm hmmp.

Good things come to those who wait, just don’t let her be in the air too long.

Last night I mentioned to SD that Josephine and I be Badun’em. At the time, I had no definition. Looking back, a working definition is that: a.) we do us b.) we (try to) practice radical acceptance c.) stay fly and in the air d.) We are accelerators for other peoples artistic ‘ish. (I have known this for a while, but I am just now accepting it.)

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Oh and I was out reading for my papers on Saturday, and #SideeyeJoseph showed up to the spot, get this, with his wedding ring on. I just met dude. And honestly, we have a lot in common on some social justice art shit. But, you don’t just roll up, on your first time hanging with someone AND NOT disclose that beforehand. You look suspect. I looked at his hand, and tried to remember the married jawn.? He was mid third sentence I was like “Blood, is that a wedding ring?”

“Yes?”

“So you are married?”

“Yes”

“Does you wife know you are out with pretty Black girls?”

[I’m wrong for that but shit man, the writer in me LOVE’S bueno dialogue, plus most people would be too uncomfortable to say something, and I needed to read his body language to asses the response.]

“What are you intentions?”

“I thought you saw it already, I had not mal intentions.”

“Ummp.”

Truth be told. I could have? seen it but it was mad late the last time we ran into each other. In some ways I think we met for professional reasons because he knows some things about Black kids and education that I can totally plug into. But daggumit, for first impressions. Feel me?

In the mean time, Bacon Grits playing me hella close.
Like here is butter>.< here is toast. Ummm hmmm.
Shows interest. Pays attention to everything. Listens.
Ummm umm. Grits. Dare I say even a weee bit too close at times.

I got beef with feeling like I am being surveilled. That’s that East Oakland. I mentioned it, we cool.

I got these two assignments due, my knee getting checked on Thursday (Marathon 2011 Baby), I think, and I am trying to swing a consulting gig AND a UN gig this summer (Pray for me). Ummm hmmm. Life is, ahem, robust.

If I? get this proposal done early, I’m popping up to Philly. Umm hmm. Grit’s? ain’t Grocery’s and awesome bookstores.